My secret shame

Now that I am so far into the contest I feel like I am not sure I actually want to win. Don't get me wrong I am truly thankful for this opportunity and the jump start it has given me and my family to live a healthier lifestyle. I am doing really well on the program and I am not really having any issues with the limitations or the weekly check-ins.  I just wish that Greenlite had an office in the East bay.  Trying to set aside the 2 1/2 hours it takes me to drive to their office have my consultation and drive back is difficult with my work schedule, not to mention I don't have an unlimited amount of Personal/sick leave to take in order to do the visits.  So that is my grump for the week.  6 more days to go till the final Weigh in.